I suspect most aspiring novelists have an idealized impression of what success as an author is like. I think I'm to the point now where I feel I can consider myself moderately successful, and I can tell you it's not all cocktail parties and coffee shops. On the other hand, there are a lot of authors who'd have you believe that the modern life of a novelist is hardly discernible from a destitute coal miner in the Twenties.
The general consensus is that trying to be an author is one of the dumbest things a person can do. The odds of success are a hair away from impossible, and success only means an isolated life of drudgery working two jobs or chained to a keyboard day and night just to keep the heat on. In a recent speech at the Digital Minds Conference even Neil Gaiman questioned if the day of the gainfully employed novelist has already passed.
Given all this, I suppose I'm an outlier. Not because I managed to make a living writing novels, but because I see it as just about the best job anyone like me could have.
I recently spoke to a fellow writer who mentioned how hard writing is—that having written is great, but that the actual writing was a pain. All they could think of was how they looked forward to being done so they could go out and do fun things. I found this strange as I always thought writing
was the fun part. But before you jump to the conclusion that the only pleasure that can be obtained by being an author is the joy of writing itself, I think I will tell you how I spent yesterday.
Carrying a mildly battered leather courier bag filled with a notebook and pens (always more then one), my cap, an umbrella, and a garment bag, my wife and I hopped the train to New York. We arrived at Union Station around ten in the morning and dropped off our bags at the swank hotel Belvedere. Then walked the few blocks to meet my Orbit editor and marketing director who treated me to a long lunch at a classy wine and dine restaurant. Wine and Dine are actually part of its name.
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| Entrance to Recorded Books |
We chatted about business, other authors, and how well my books were selling. I was pleased to learn Riyria is doing nicely even a year and a half past publication. We concluded lunch with a chocolate molten cake, and fond farewells. By then it was two in the afternoon. I had received an email from Claudia at Recorded Books asking if I'd be willing to come down after my lunch to record the Author's Note for my upcoming novel,
The
Crown Tower.
We had a few hours, so of course I said yes. Robin and I navigated the New York
Subway system and traveled downtown to the famous Strands Bookstore, above
which Recorded books has its studios. Up we went and received the grand tour. I
was introduced to the gang who were delighted to meet me as if I was somebody
important. They even took pictures.
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| Recording Author's Note inside Studio no. 4 |
I sat in booth 4 with Claudia as my engineer, who patiently walked me through
the process of professional reading. Let's just say I won't be giving up my writing
in favor of a career in dramatic voice acting. To be honest—I'm
awful. Still, Claudia smiled brightly offering encouragement and somehow I trudged
through.
Those four pages taught me just how talented and skilled voice actors
are. Nevertheless, it was a wonderful experience, and one more cross-out on my
life-list. After that we had to say our quick farewells because we needed to
get to our hotel and prepare for the night's festivities.
The room at the hotel was large by New York standards and on a quiet side
street. The place also had a bathroom you could land a zeppelin in, with a
walk-in shower that could easily accommodated a small musical quartet.
After a quick shower, I unzipped the garment bag and took out my tuxedo. I
splurged choosing to purchase one rather than rent, as math insisted that if I
wear it three times the tuxedo will pay for itself. So buying it was an act of
faith, a hope that believing in something will help make it happen. That sort
of thing has been working pretty well so far.
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| Outside the Audie Award Gala at the Historical Society Museum & Libriary |
After struggling with the real bow tie, I managed to knot it properly, and with
my wife, Robin, in a gorgeous black evening gown, we hailed a cab. A few
minutes later we were on Central Park West in front of the Historical Society Museum
& Library where the Audie Awards Gala was being held.
The evening began with white wine, incredible hors d'oeuvres, and all manner of
finely dressed folk milling about the priceless art work. I met
Tim Gerard Reynolds as he was attempting to fill a small plate with meatballs. This was
the first time I had met the man who so successfully breathed life into my
words that he was nominated for Best In Fantasy for 2013.
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| Tim Gerard Reynolds (narrator of the Riyria Revelations) and myself |
Tim is a marvel. A wonderful man who is far too humble for his immense talent,
a talent I was all the more impressed with after literally sitting in his seat
in the Recorded Books studio. For the next hour we talked while both of our
plates of food remained untouched and forgotten. We spoke of Myron, and
Archibald as if they were real people; of the new book, The Crown Tower, due out August 6th, that he just finished
the day before; and the next one that he has yet to start. All too soon we were
called away to the award assembly.
We sat in the multilevel auditorium as Daniel Handler, the author of the
Lemony Snicket books, emceed the evening with the sort of snarky wit you would
expect from the inventor of Count Olaf. Neither Tim nor I were at all nervous until
our category came up. A huge slide appeared and there they were: the best in
fantasy nominees. My little book tucked down in the right corner next to a
picture of Tim.
Then
they said it.
Not the
name of the winner. That was still twenty seconds away.
They were still listing
the nominees. In the auditorium with us were actress Anne Hathaway, nominated
for narrating The Wonderful Wizard of Oz,
and Ellen
Kushner, author of Swordspoint. Other nominees that evening were the likes of Michelle Obama, Dustin Hoffman,
Samuel L. Jackson, Margaret Atwood, and even Bram Stoker. And in that multitude
of amazing talent and skill, I heard the
words: “ ...and Theft of Swords, by
Michael J Sullivan.”
After years of watching the Academy Awards I couldn't help thinking, so that's what that feels like. I was
also disappointed that they didn't say Tim's name. Maybe they didn't have the
time to add, "Narrated by Tim Gerard Reynolds," but I wished they
had. The award really was for him. I just wrote the book, he's the one who
brought the story to life. He was the reason I was at the gala at all. At least
they had his picture and name on the big screen.
We didn't win.
I was
disappointed but not because we lost, but because Tim never got to hear his name being read after the opening of the envelop (and yes
they actually did open envelopes.)
You see the thing is, I get fan mail, these days quite a bit. Tim doesn't. He doesn't,
but he should.
I've
recently listened to his performance of Heir
of Novron, and boy does he make my words sound good. I find myself thinking
Wow! This is great. There's no way I could
have written that. It's all because of Tim. But since it's my name on the
book, I get the credit, and poor Tim, who made Modina sound so cute, and Myron
so wise, is ignored. He appeared dumbfounded to hear that much of “my” fan mail
mentions that the reader loved “listening” to my books. Right now Tim's audio
version are the most popular forms of my books selling on Amazon. So not only
did I want him to win; he deserved it...at least he deserved something.
When the ceremony concluded, I leaned over and whispered. “I'll just have to
write you a better book next time.”
Truffles, chocolate dipped strawberries and champagne followed, and a whole host
of strangers spoke to me as if I was a celebrity. I met a writer from the Daily
Show and author Kevin Bleyer, and singer song writer and author Janis Ian.
Tim left early as he had a recording to do in the morning. My wife and I
lingered until near midnight then we took another cab back to the hotel where
fans were already tweeting me condolences. I'm not sure why. The award was superfluous to the success of that day. After
all I got to take a train to New York, be treated to dinner by my publisher,
record part of my own audio book, and pretend to be James Bond as I attended a
Central Park West awards gala where my name was read as a finalist!
All I can say is, as an author, writing is the fun part of my day, but
occasionally there are also days like yesterday.
